What I dremt of.

Sweet Dreams

Last night after we (Lola and I) had dinner with Annie, as we often do, something happened.
I am always careful to sit with Lola between Annie and me, to avoid any accidental brushing of hands or footsie. I had been complaining about work and Annie stood up and started giving me a back rub, right there in front of Lola. I tried to remain neutral, Annie soon realised that I was a bit uncomfortable.
Annie said to Lola "Oh, sorry, is this okay?"
Lola said "So long as you keep your top on, its fine."
Everybody had a chuckle, Annie went back to her seat and I twisted in my chiar to hide my boner.

Then when I was leaving we both hugged, Annie, we always do, and she held me really tight and for longer than usual. Then she whispered in my ear "I hope you have sweet dreams."

All very innocent isn't it - or is it??

Annie's friend

This is what Annie's good friend Lizzy looks like. She used to be a model, but she assures us that she has tracked down and removed all of the internet photos.
However she did bring out some photos from a nude shoot she did a while ago. her husband showed them around the group at dinner very proudly.

Lizzy and Annie always behave like they know more about each other than they let on. I keep on thinking that they must have slept together once, or had a threesome with Lizzy's husband.

This is what I think Annie would look like, sitting at home, waiting for me.

Photos that look like Annie

This is whaat I imagine Annie would look like when she comes for me.
She loves vintage stuff and would love a mirror like that.
She has a simple black tattoo like that, very sexy!

Last Night

Last night Lola and I were invited to watch some movies at Annie's house. It was a fun good night. We drank, we chatted, we watched some good movies.
When we arrived Annie was wearing a shirt with a low-cut back. I made some friendly comment about how I could see her bra. A little later in the evening I could see that she had taken her bra off. Now most likely she did that because I embarrassed her that her underwear was showing, but the voice in my head told me that she was doing it for me.
She just looked fabulous. I couldn't help but imagine running my fingers over her soft skin. Over her shoulders, over her arms, along her back, along her neck. As I imagined these things I held my wife closer to me. I ran my fingers through her hair and she cooed, but I kept my eyes on Annie.
As the evening went on, we would end up sitting different places, but where ever we were, Annie would always come and sit next to me. this made me nervous, I was worried I would start stroking her arm, of playing footsie with her. Even when Lola and I were sitting next to each other on the sofa and I was against the arm, Annie came and sat on the floor my my feet!

What to do?

I am strongly attracted to a close friend of my wife, and I am getting messed up and confused.

My wife's friend - lets call her Annie - is a sweet beautiful woman and we all get along really well. One night we were having a dinner party and the other guests slowly went back home one at a time or in couples, eventually leaving my wife, Lola, me and Annie. We were all a bit drunk and Lola and I have talked openly about how beautiful and fun Annie is. I started to get this vibe, like someone does when they fancy you, long looks and heavy words, and I'm starting to get a bit turned on, so I try and go with it.

now Lola and I have had threesomes before, it was something that we talked about and did before we were married. We would go to bars and pick up cute chicks and take them home and have a wild night. We have some rules that make it safe, I mean emotionally safe, to avoid jealousy. One of the rules is no friends - because to us a threesome has to be a one-night-stand. You aren't starting a relationship with this other person - they are a sex toy - and they have to realise that before hand.

So how can you do that to a friend, right? Use them and leave them and try to not have that effect your friendship.

Right - but I was getting this feeling, from Annie and Lola, that this was going to go somewhere. But it didn't. After an hour or two of drinking and chatting and innuendo, Annie said that she was tired and that she should go home, and she did.

So that night I asked Lola what had happened - were we heading for a threesome with Annie.

Lola said that we weren't. That Annie was cute and all, but we couldn't do that to a friend.

I agreed, but there was something so enticing about her.

I have started to become obsessed. I think about Annie all the time, I look for porn pics of girls that look like her. When we visit her I come away feeling frustrated and confused, like I did in high school when I fancied a girl and didn't have the guts to say anything to her.

What do I do? This is quickly becoming a problem. I think that I am suffering from the old "want what you aren't allowed" human condition.

I'm lost and adrift.

Any advice?